I am neither in denial or fooled… or (this is a good one. Thank you, J.D.J.!) expecting you to be me, so alternatively… don’t expect me to be ME (Old Kim or New Kimberly) for YOU!
Again, and so yes (as previously mention on several occasions), I have shifted to work (voluntarily) on the issues and campaigns that directly benefit the African American Descendants of Slaves Community, particularly our own Women… our own Children and our own Families.
After centuries and even decades (since the adoption of the “For All” Political Agenda, Post Dr. King’s Death) of investing our communities finances, resources, gifts, talents, etc. to uplift other communities, African American Descendants of Slaves are still being denied our dignity, children, liberty, basic human rights, “inalienable” constitutional rights, etc.. No need to be coy about the subject matter. You are fully aware (minimally) of my own personal circumstances. You have watch my life unfold drastically in a negative pattern for the past 10 years and yet you still have excuses? Really???
Now you can choose to face clear facts regarding the actual history of this nation and the impact of racism, systemic oppression and rampant corruption in our most vital systems of government on the lives of African American Descendants of Slaves… or not, that’s totally up to you. However I will no longer choose to work for the benefit of other communities without there being an actual or direct benefit of my work on the lives of African American Descendants of Slaves, particularly our Women, our Children and our Families and / or a return on my investment, knowing full well the struggles and “challenges” that we face in our community, which is met only with more excuses about what should be acceptable for me as an African American Descendant of Slaves Women, but by no other race in general… man or women.
Further… I don’t owe you. Period. While I have previously (willingly) invested in your agenda… your community and / or in your cause… and / or volunteered or donated my time, expertise, skillsets, finances, etc. to uplift your agenda… your community and / or your cause, I am no longer willing to do that if there is (again), no direct benefit for myself as an African American Descendants of Slaves women with whom you already know has been negatively and drastically, selfishly impacted by your policy decisions, corruption, excuses, etc.
I also can not and do not control you. If you are an African American Descendant of Slaves (Man or Women), who chooses to continue to work on other community or political agenda’s (for whatever reason)… knowing and understanding that there is no proven direct benefit for your work within the African American Descendants of Slaves community, particularly our women… and our children … and our families…
OR you are a White Women, LGTBQ, Hispanic, etc. and / or you consider yourself to be a minority with a designated identity or community, who chooses to continue to work on your community or political agenda’s… knowing and understanding that there is (again) no proven direct benefit for your work on the African American Descendants of Slaves community, although your political agenda purports to be unified “For All”, then that’s your choice.
Also, if you are an African American Descendants of Slaves and you are choosing not to work on the African American Descendants of Slaves Community agenda and you are instead choosing to continue to work on someone else’s political agenda…. knowing…. uhm… until you choose to point your thumbs at yourself, instead of your fingers at someone else to rebuild our devastated and once vibrant communities – nationwide, then you should really consider asking yourself why you feel like you should have a voice or even a choice as to what Natural Leaders within the African American Descendants of Slaves community are doing to rebuild said devastated communities and / or the “Works” intentions of Natural Leaders, with regards to changing the trajectory of our communities disenfranchised state… for the betterment of ourselves… our families… our children… our women, this nation and the world.
Finally, once you’ve asked yourself why you should feel like you should have a voice or even a choice as to the “Works” intentions of Natural Leaders… knowing full well that you aren’t the one working or sacrificing anything at all for the direct benefit of the African American Descendants of Slaves Community, then recognize that you don’t have a voice or a choice, why you don’t have a voice or a choice and then move on, please.
Also No, I am not asking for payment or even repayment. You will simply be expected to respect my decision to finally work for the benefit of myself, my child (with whom I still haven’t been allowed to see due to corruption (Habeas Corpus / Civil Rights Violations)), my family and the African American Descendants of Slaves Community, particularly our Women… and our own children… and our own families.
Feel free to further examine any of my personal – real life story updates (spanning more than a decade) to gain a better understanding of how I (as an African American Descendant of Slaves Women) could possibly come up with the above conclusion – decision… not only for myself, but as a recommendation for all other African American Descendants of Slaves, if you want.
Title: Spencer’s Mom
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